tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-69067384007869578002024-03-14T00:18:23.786-07:00hotdog is my co pilotBFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.comBlogger29125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-63233951568175941562010-07-10T17:54:00.000-07:002010-07-10T18:45:17.881-07:00Red Queen<span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">I recently wrote an album I’m tentatively calling “Red Queen.” After saying as much in a letter I sent to my music-subscribers, my friend Ryan replied, asking what specific attributes of the Red Queen Theory or The Red Queen’s Race I included in the album. While I’m not sure if I successfully included ANY concrete elements of the biological theory in my songs, I certainly have been thinking a lot about it, and—while I don’t intend to write some sort of dry essay, explicating my own lyrics or something—I’m confident my general feelings on the theory of the Red Queen made it into the songs. And speaking of those feelings, here is what I wrote Ryan:</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Several aspects of the Red Queen Theory interest me; I'm not sure which of these aspects relate in any concrete way to the music I wrote, much less sure of how effectively I incorporated them.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">1. Continual development as a static concept: we take it for granted that evolution is ubiquitous, constantly "happening." Most people I know speak as if evolution has a Goal, as if the mutating species or the philosophy governing that species envisions a place to evolve TO.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">The Red Queen, herself, has to keep running, doing, making, changing, harder, better, faster, stronger, just to stay in the same place, to stay alive.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">What a dreary goal: exert yourself, just to stay alive. Shouldn't exertion be relegated to those few driven visionaries, the artists or humanitarians, or those jinxed degenerates born to a luckless family, the slaves and the wounded? The rest of us should just abide, right? Perhaps life should be more like "The Red Queen's Hammock Nap," unless we're feeling, on a certain Saturday, especially industrious or conflicted.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Who wants to sweat in the sun for no reason (I mean, a reason besides the obvious "staying alive")?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Fortunately, God knows the future and he has a plan for each mutant. He helps personify evolution. That knowledge should take pressure off the Red Queen, right? She's in God's hands, no need to run so hard... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">"But," she insists, "if I don't keep adapting, my neighbor, the parasitical wasp, will evolve a proboscis sharper than my front door and eat my babies. What does God have to say about that? If I quit the arms race, my family goes extinct. I'm pretty sure God's plan doesn’t include my extinction. So the only alternative is for me is to fight my enemies— enemies who are, by extension, enemies of God's plan (for my survival)."</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Meanwhile, God puts his feet up and ponders how clever He is. This morning, God secretly told the wasp the same thing (about having a plan, about Destiny) that He told the Red Queen! Gullible creatures. But without competition, neither the Red Queen nor her arch-enemy wasp would mutate at all. They would just stagnate and become boring. So God convinces them both that (a) He is good, and (b) He is on their side. The race continues. "Wait till they see their glorious selves in 100 million years," God muses. "They're only a mere shadow of what they'll become!"</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Several years later, the Red Queen renounces her faith in God once the tabloids print that the wasp was in cahoots with God. Humbled by the similarity of their situations, the Red Queen stops calling the wasp her “arch-enemy” in interviews, opting for the less offensive “cohabitant,” or “room-mate.” </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">2. It is likely that a latent effect of co-evolution is dependency. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">The more I learn about “parasites,” the more I realize that our commonly accepted definitions for parasitical behaviors are (a) imprecise and (b) laced with inadvertent value-judgments. Generally, we say that a parasite symbiotically exists with another species, benefiting the parasite at the expense of the host. This is an imprecise statement, of course, because expenses are time-based investments; we have no way of fully knowing when the host’s assets would be fully vested, so how could we place a value-judgment on the losses incurred at the hands of a “parasite?” In other words, we need to know the goal of the host before we can say that the parasite inhibits this goal. If the goal is indefinite survival, then the parasite does not inhibit the goal. (In fact, in many cases, most hosts could never survive if certain parasitical relationships suddenly vanished.) However, if the goal of the host is to survive for XX years without itchy welts, suffered at the teeth of fleas, then the story changes. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">There is a lot of evidence to suggest that humans suffer from allergies because—in the interest of maintaining sterile stomachs, hands, hair, or lungs—we’ve removed parasites (on which we were unwittingly dependent) that would otherwise negate our allergies. This is cause to reevaluate any quick value-judgment we may place on human parasites. More specifically, we must ask if it is sometimes beneficial or necessary for a species to sustain or endure what appear to be unbeneficial expenses. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Returning to the issue of host goals, there’s a tangential question here and it is this: </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">3. How does quality of life factor into the theory of evolution? In my opinion, it doesn’t, unless you apply value-judgments to actions of species, acts of God, and luck. If this isn’t making much sense, don’t worry, it doesn’t make much sense to me yet, either. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Let me put it this way: if we rearrange the grammatically unhelpful clause “survival of the fittest,” to say, “the fit species survives,” would it be correct to assume that “the unfit species goes extinct?” How fit or unfit? Many levels of fitness exist: our prime evidence for this is that a host and its parasite are immediate niche-competitors, yet both survive. If many levels exist for fitness, many levels probably exist for survival. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Certainly, Time is the most obvious condition associated with survival. But is it the only criterion? The sea-turtles survived for millions of years, outlasting other larger reptiles who couldn’t cope with random climate changes or moving landforms. But the sea-turtles couldn’t cope with propellers and oil slicks, so they suddenly died off. They weren’t fit enough to account for human industrialization. A few humans, however, collected a few last turtle eggs and secretly incubated them, keeping a genetically unhealthy family of turtles in captivity—in a swimming pool in Miami—for 300 years, until humans died off completely. The two hapless turtle survivors, Steve and Amy, crawled back to the ocean, through the dead town, and found a moderately polluted bay, where they began procreating atrophic turtles with social anxiety, depression, and severe eating disorders. After another 100 years they died. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">When aliens wrote the history books about evolutions of Earth species, they didn’t include the last 400 years of sea turtle existence. They said that those years weren’t “real” survival. They said not only was the turtles’ latter survival unnatural, it was painful, fruitless, and doomed to fail from the beginning of the end. Steve’s journal was eventually found, though, and its pages were filled with the writings of a very happy turtle who rarely went hungry, sunbathed whenever he wanted, had sex for fun, and learned to speak Spanish from his human owners. His last entry, written as he lay in the scaly arms of his wife, watching his laughing, inbred children try to catch sardines with their rounded teeth, was something stupid like, “I wouldn’t trade a thing.”</span><br /><br /><br /></span>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-55910106158507643642010-01-07T18:26:00.000-08:002010-01-07T18:31:18.276-08:00Synchronic<span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">Several nights ago I reached the top of Mt Tabor at the same moment I realized I had been moving around in the rain without a hood for over an hour. Several other things happened at the same moment.* </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">But first, the head. Uncovered, outside in rain, the head is such a funny thing: our bobbling allspark balloon, full of heat and memory and rapidly escaping both. Unconsciously, I protect it, brush it, rub and poke at it. And then boom, it gets shot or lopped off and what’s left?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I have this theory that the key to releasing a human’s unencumbered rage and physical violence involves pressure to the self-unseen, exposed, vulnerable top-of-the-head. Never in my life can I remember feeling so filled with hatred as when I cracked my head on my half-open trunk door, or when—leaping up the basement steps—my skull hit the ceiling. That goddamnmothercockfucking door! and I repeatedly punished it with my fist till there was/is a lasting dent. The basement wall, also, will remember not to take my head by surprise. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Or the time that I ripped a low-hanging chandelier from its chain after it suddenly decided to be my unwelcome hat. I punished it, and I punished the floor, and I punished anything in the vicinity. It’s something to do with being taken by surprise, combined with how vulnerable is that top head part. It might not even hurt. But it’s insulting. More than insulting… it’s nuclear. I’ve seen other people react the same way, and I know I’m on to something. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">But a head uncovered in the rain, on purpose— it must mean something. In my case, it meant that heat was leaving the skull’s insides and steaming into the fog (not that I could see this), and that the mind contained therein had somehow adjourned its normal obsessed-with-true-reality tribunal and now subsisted on silver trays loaded with epinephrine, brought in by track-suited adrenal butlers, who took orders from arms and legs, back and chest, hips—oh God the hips are REALLY starting to hurt—and feet, and mostly a jury of sounds emanating from electrical white buds I had at some earlier point shoved into my own skull to do their work, to make their noise, to confuse the mind, to distract it (already, my feet feel better), because a mind focused on more than one thing at a time is a compromised thing.*</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">So, at the moment I realized my head was uncovered, I also realized I was in a cloud where it had stopped raining, but not ceased wetness. I realized I was completely alone and had been alone for the last 30 minutes of my life, when I left the citier portion of my run and entered the dog parkier, darker, freezingfuckingcold portion. But I wasn’t cold. I was combating it with the energy stored inside me, and besides, I had been thinking of something else, or nothing else. I was timing myself to a beat and meandering melody, each strand going over and over each other like my feet, like the annual budgets I complete each year for work, like the unfinished books strewn around my living room, the finished relationships with old friends or lovers and the unfinished remembering of those things, seemingly unrelated, but—at the last minute—synchronous in their arrival and (for lack of a better term) purpose: 3 minutes, 58 seconds into Wilco’s “Spiders (Kidsmoke),” to be even more precise.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Of course, you never realize anything suddenly unless you are forced to change your perspective. Unless your physical makeup changes. In the 239th second of that song, the butlers must have entered revival dance-mode, or began making love to the Raphe maids, and they were all tripping on Tryptophan, because I FELT AMAZING. Things were finally happening at the same time; all those songs from December, all those conversations from November, all those visions from October; I felt like I could remember them all at once, only because Here I Was. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">And I was simultaneously at the very top of an empty Mount Tabor, completely soaked at 12:30AM, hot, full of nothing resembling unencumbered rage or violence or confusion, in fact, full of desire for the opposite, surprisingly taken by my unplanned first half marathon, one of the few resolved resolutions from 2009. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Technically, I was several days late.</span><br /><br />--------<br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">*Of course, not really. How could any two things occur simultaneously? How could even our brain simultaneously conceive of 2 characters in a memory in the same way that a chameleon can supposedly conceive with his weirdly-rotating eyes of 2 characters standing both polar north and south in his vicinity? More importantly, are the former two questions variations of the same question? If yes, we’re of course admitting that the mind constructs reality, which is totally silly, right? I mean, the filter through which no portion of my existence can last pass is the mind. The mind is ultimately responsible for explaining everything. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">This does not mean that the mind constructs everything, although it could mean that. </span><br /><br /></span>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-67243943050616562552009-12-10T19:07:00.000-08:002009-12-10T19:11:32.906-08:00Nobel Peace Prize 2009<span style="font-family: arial;font-size:100%;" >In honor of our president’s Nobel Peace Prize reception, I’d like to make two points.<br /><br />1. There once was a species of bird known as the Great Auk. It grew a little less than three feet tall and looked like a large penguin. Flightless, the Great Auks fed on fish in the North Atlantic and nested on rocky coastlines throughout NE Canada, New England, up into Iceland and Britain. The Great Auk lived upwards of 20 years. Explorers laughed at how indifferently these birds regarded human presence. For this reason, they herded them onto boats and killed them for down-feathers. Increasingly, eggers stole the eggs. There remained colonies of Great Auks as late as the 1830s, until humans completely wiped them out. (To read more on Auks, simply search Google. Also, consider Allen Eckert’s book, The Last Great Auk.)<br /><br />2. First, read <a href="http://www.wikihow.com/Purify-Water">this</a>. Now think about the fact that you can go NOwhere in this entire world and safely drink water. Period.<br /><br />Violence towards humans is bad. Violence towards nonhumans is difficult. Violence towards water is beyond my comprehension. Giardia, a protozoa spread by fecal-contaminated water, is found all over the world (<a href="http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC1538719">source</a>); over the past 50 years, thousands of miles of river and lake have been Giardia contaminated by livestock. There are more than 200 known cancer-causing PCBs that still show up in our water supply, as well as in farm-grown and wild salmon. For the sake of brevity, I will not go into insecticide-contaminated water, although it is perhaps the most serious and prevalent contaminant.<br /><br /> The poisonous chemicals the U.S. government mandates that watersheds filter into our tap-water to counteract the poisonous chemicals we have dumped into the ground and the oceans inhibit more than backpackers in Wyoming, more than local governments forced to revise water safety regulations (eg. <a href="http://news.opb.org/article/6249-portland-trying-convince-epa-bull-run-water-safe">Portland</a>), more than <a href="http://www.nytimes.com/1997/01/09/world/for-third-world-water-is-still-a-deadly-drink.html?pagewanted=all">3.1 million Indian children</a> who die annually from drinking contaminated water. Chemicals like fluoride, for example, do nothing to detoxify water, but rather pass as a placebo, encouraging tap-drinkers that (a) the water is safer, (b) teeth are stronger, (c) fluoride intake is without considerable risk, and—most importantly—(d) fluoride consumption is natural. Fluoride is one of many byproducts of industrial development, specifically aluminum, concrete, and fertilizer. Oh, also military-grade plutonium and uranium! Fluoride was introduced into the U.S. water supply in the 1940s, round about the same time the U.S. was really pumped about manufacturing as much aluminum, steel, glass, and weaponry as they could muster. What do you do with all that excess fluoride, especially when it’s deadly toxic? First step: convince people it’s not that bad.<br /><br />Fluoride is an example of intentional dishonesty. There are scores of other chemicals found in our worldwide water supply that we unintentionally support by encouraging industry. Additionally, for the past 200 years, the United States has not only contaminated the world’s water supply by encouraging economic growth at the cost both human and nonhuman life, it has systematically drained its own rivers until they no longer support life. Farms. Golf courses. Las Fucking Vegas. <br /><br />I’ve fished the Deschutes River since I was 5 years old. I’ve watched that river level steadily drop, the fishery thin, and the surrounding, booming development siphon the water to drench the farms that feed the cities. I’ve seen dead fish floating in back eddies and met fisherman who remember when there were so many Steelhead you could actually look into the river see them. Not on the end of fly-line, but in the water. Swimming. I’ve visited the Deschutes for nearly 30 years, and I have never seen that.<br /><br />Lastly, please look at <a href="http://www.astrofoto.ca/stuartheggie/Grand_Canyon/Grand_Canyon_23.jpg">this picture</a>. The river that created this canyon, the deepest of the planet, no longer reaches the ocean. It just peters out.<br /><br />We are a species violent towards anything that doesn’t serve our immediate needs. (Perhaps this is a characteristic of our civilization, not our species?) Human violence toward humans, I believe, is a byproduct of our violence toward everything else. We see the world as a resource and we fight to retain ownership. How can we heal human wounds when we are still destroying the basis of that human life, those resources we fight over? How can we preemptively reward the leader of the most industrial (read: violent) region on the planet?<br /><br /></span>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-88526901428745485552009-09-22T00:29:00.000-07:002009-09-22T01:12:03.234-07:00Fashion Blog #2: Death of the 90s<span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">[For Fashion Blog #1, please see 10/28/08]</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I paid a fashionable woman to cut my hair, one week prior to today, this Fall Equinox. I have recently discovered that there may be a correlation between my worldview and my emerging pattern of seeing specialists only when in dire need. Such is the case of my 9 year break-up with my dentist (recently breached), my 7 year clothes-buying fast (not so recently broken, although arguably healthier than most other fasts I’ve participated in), and my 3.5 years away from hair trimmers. She braided and stuffed those years into a zip lock bag and I’m looking at it right now: there on my desk, next to a padded Locks of Love envelope. 3.5 years from now, all things will have returned to normal, except that I will have contributed to a child’s hairpiece which may or may not contain incriminating do-not-hire-me evidence within the strands.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I’ve looked at myself in the rear-view mirror twice as often, pulling tufts this way and that, wondering why my hair grows in this whirlpool of a circle on top of my head, so that it looks like I gophered up into the eye of a tornado. Long hair is predictably boring after a while. Which is awesome. It enabled the fashionista in me to take an indefinite nap, and I was fine with this. Now, however, my face is faced with an unfamiliar accessory—one that doesn’t stay</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;"> put, needs to be encouraged, managed, and often forced into place, and randomly decides to act completely different than it acted the day before. It’s like my head got a girlfriend. …which is debatably better than the other way around.</span> <span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><br />So, now, none of my clothes match my short hair. My bagg</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">y pants and flannels, t-shirts, Samba shoes, and jars full of hair ties… all evidences of my fear of venturing to a zone where junior high insult fests are born: the ever-changing zone of urban outfits (formerly suburban, and formerly formerly rural outfits, which (we’re all sure) is coming back next season). Jana and I went shopping for jeans today and, as I tried to explain my feelings on different articles of clothing, without convincing myself that I was complaining, I felt the rage of the Objective Perspective* slowly spreading throughout my body, moving from head to extremities. Fortunately, it never got to my toes because the jeans I was fitting into were so tight that I couldn’t fit my calves into them. And I feel like I have modest calves. They’re not friggin dairy cows or anything. Who could run more than 30 feet in these jeans? What happens if terrorists attack? (This is my go-to criterion, a question that gets to the practical heart of each apparel purchase. If the answer is “death due to clumsy escape maneuvers” or “capture and interrogation because the shiny white studded belt betrayed your hiding place in the dark,” I don’t buy it. And I encourage others to do the same. A good rule of thumb is that if you cannot play hopscotch in your footwear, you are not only missing out on a potentially fun game, you are asking for trouble. Everyone should be able to jump 5 feet (over burning shrapnel, a rabid cat, or down a crumbling staircase) at all times without falling over or breaking a bone. At the very least, everyone should keep a pair of tennis shoes in the car. You will never catch me on the street in high heels, but this has nothing to do with whether or not I look good in them. If the pointy </span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SriErPeVXsI/AAAAAAAAAIA/VMgx3L8XL_Q/s1600-h/lowrise.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 210px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SriErPeVXsI/AAAAAAAAAIA/VMgx3L8XL_Q/s320/lowrise.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5384199232944430786" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">portion were removable (see “R</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">omancing the Stone” with Michael Douglas and that feathery chick) I might consider them.) By the end of the shopping experienced I had already mistakenly examined and asked questions pertaining to a pair of women’s jeans, as there is apparently no discernable difference between men’s and women’s clothing anymore.</span> <span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><br />Further, whatever happened to jeans that cover the entirety of the ass while sitting down? Sagging, which we all thought was a fad of the past, is now easier than ever—in fact, it’s inevitable—because zippers barely reach the top of the naughty area! I used to enjoy a nice long ziiiiiiiiiiiip, the catharsis of action matched by a comfortable noise. RIP, ziiiiiiiiiiiip.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I don’t want the holes and the rips and the ripcurl-tube-sized pant legs of nineties back. I just want jeans that fit. Are blue. Fit over boots. Aren’t made of clouds, cobwebs, or any other material whose natural life span is shorter than a bumblebee’s.</span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SriEQssDLpI/AAAAAAAAAH4/P-dXASVFIQg/s1600-h/beesuit.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SriEQssDLpI/AAAAAAAAAH4/P-dXASVFIQg/s320/beesuit.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5384198776930119314" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;"> </span> <span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><br />And speaking of bumble bees, when are spacesuits and beekeeping uniforms going to rule the trends? Carpenters, sailors, and army men have all had their day…</span> <span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><br />*The Objective Perspective: a talk show where I am cast as host Jay Leno, except funny and likable, and guests visit and answer questions, also inquiring into my thoughts on life, purpose, and general meaning. Although mostly just an excuse for me to bitch about something. Also, existing only in my head.</span> </span>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-3235710868705478922009-08-19T16:25:00.000-07:002009-08-19T16:58:05.589-07:00Deep Creek Basin: Wind River Range<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SoyOxRefoWI/AAAAAAAAAHw/pkrmrSYb5BE/s1600-h/adjoining+basin.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 376px; height: 191px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SoyOxRefoWI/AAAAAAAAAHw/pkrmrSYb5BE/s320/adjoining+basin.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371825432702198114" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />In keeping with weird weather patterns of 2008/2009, Wyoming has ended its “moderate to severe drought” (<a href="http://www.wrds.uwyo.edu/sco/drought/drought.html">link</a>) with a super wet summer. Apparently, snow at 8-10K feet </span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">in the Wind River Range melted only several weeks ago. This means that millions of tiny mosquitoes died during the late freeze, their stabby buzzy little bodies cold and brittle in those frozen snow drifts: less proboscal intrusions into my legs, arms, face, neck, back, ass, even thro</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">ugh my socks. I still have to wear lots of <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DEET">DEET</a> though. Several times per day I rub it into my skin, letting it combine with 8 days of sweat and campfire and dust. I taste it when I lick my lips and it tastes like I think bleach would taste. When the sun comes out (which is from 8am to noon, then thunderheads, then sun again from 4pm to 7pm) I can feel the DEET burning my skin, but that usually goes away after the third day.<br /><br /></span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SoyLu8x2bFI/AAAAAAAAAHQ/xF4xFbx64rg/s1600-h/rumtent.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SoyLu8x2bFI/AAAAAAAAAHQ/xF4xFbx64rg/s320/rumtent.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371822094251617362" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />For as many memories as I have of backpac</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">king—the different mountain ranges, family trips, fish stories, bear stories, storm stories—I rar</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">ely dwell on perhaps the biggest stimuli of any summer trip: </span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">bugs. You can’t see them in photos. You choose to forget them as soon as possible, because—except for birds—there is nothing redeeming about them. Fall and Winter, you guys kill them. And Spring, you are about eggs and wind and baby bugs. But Summer, you bring spiders up from their cooler ground holes, ticks out of the trees, and mosquitoes in thick grey clouds. My mom and sister used to wear nets over their heads and long sleeves in the middle of summer. This year, I will make a special effort to remember how minimally I focused on keeping my skin poke-free. </span><br /></span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">The late spring also carpeted the mountains with grass, hundreds of flowers, and a few blossoming deciduous trees (but not many). The Wind River Range is always breathtaking, but </span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">this year was especially beautiful. For seven days I spent time with my folks and our long-time friends, Dan and Sue. As a 29-year-old, half their age, I am exceedingly proud of them all for continuing a 30-year friendship and, in spending a 2 week vacation at 12K feet rather than Shilo Inns, kicking the asses of most adults my age.</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SoyMTzK60kI/AAAAAAAAAHg/7b7xdSLnntY/s1600-h/upperdeepcreeklake.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SoyMTzK60kI/AAAAAAAAAHg/7b7xdSLnntY/s320/upperdeepcreeklake.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371822727327568450" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">I </span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">hiked out 12 miles early last Saturday, leavi</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">ng my parents in Deep Creek Basin (barely a basin)</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;"> for another 5 days. As I stuffed my tent at 6am it was sleeting, the wind was blowing, the fog was thick enough to knock out vision after 50 feet, and there was lightning. The night previous, over a meal of fish and powdered potatoes and bluebell leaves (a new, edible discovery, thanks to Karen Free), I said, “To be honest, I’m sorta sad it didn’t rain. I always like at least one brutal rainstorm per trip. There is nothing like holing up in your tent while the rain is pounding down on it. I only don’t like rain on the last day of a trip.” And this is because you have to pack and hike in it. The gods of Popo Agie heard me and must have laughed. Cold, miserable rain was replaced with cold, scary snow, thunder, and fog. After an hour the sleet had</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;"> soaked and smeared my topo map with the remains of what used to be trails. I slogged out of the basin at little over 1 mph, completely drenched and muddied.</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><br />Next morning I hitched a ride from Lander, WY, to Salt Lake City (5 hours) with Shanny (aka Laughing Medicine Woman), her son JohnPaul, and her grandson Jesse. They were going to Shiners’ to see a doctor about Jesse’s frequent strokes, due largely to all the drugs Jesse’s mother abused during pregnancy. Jesse was one of the cutest 2-year-old boys I’ve met. JohnPaul is exactly my age. He has never been to the west or east coasts, and isn’t used to driving or seeing multi-lane freeways. He has a son with what appears to be a severe disability, which he refuses to call a handicap. His mother attends healings and makes medicine from Sage and Ferns and other traditional Shoshone ingredients. She doesn’t accept money for her tinctures and teas. There is no lighted path for Shanny, JohnPaul, or Jesse, just a bunch of scratch deer trails with not even a soggy map. We talked about Lander—the single road that bisects the town of 7,000, the scarce jobs, the local Indian-owned grocery store </span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">soon to be overtaken by a new multilevel Safeway, the trailer parks, the rich hikers that move there to fund and participate in <a href="http://www.nols.edu/">NOLS</a>, the amount of black people we knew, the amount of gay people we knew, the amount of violence that takes place in our respective hometowns, the amount of drugs we take and have taken, the number of times we’ve been in prison, times we’ve been married, fights we’ve lost, cars we’ve wrecked, relatives in the military, friends in the military, friends that have died in the military, friends that have died, and friends we have—in general. </span><br /></span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">I’m happy to call JohnPaul, his mother and his son, my friend, after that ride. It was an interesting ride halfway home, after a week in another world. </span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SoyMnV1DsCI/AAAAAAAAAHo/rWkfgD41TCY/s1600-h/deepcreek.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SoyMnV1DsCI/AAAAAAAAAHo/rWkfgD41TCY/s320/deepcreek.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5371823063048630306" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span><br /></span>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-3450907655765673452009-06-12T12:30:00.000-07:002009-06-12T12:40:15.335-07:00The Dentist<span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" >I have never been in a dentist’s office with colored walls. Until today, I had not been in a dentist’s office since 1998. It was just like I remembered except that this time they made me wear sunglasses.<br /><br />As I fell asleep last night, I struggled to keep my motivation; if I allowed it to wane I’d sleep in and intentionally miss the appointment. I tried to get excited about my big visit: the prodigal son returns after 10 years! There’s a colorful “Welcome Back!” banner, hooked together with round brads, and all the hygienists wave streamers. They give me a free toothbrush, shiny smiles, and a brief nap during the polishing routine. Maybe I should bring one of my CDs, in case the staff is tired of XM radio. Maybe I’ll meet someone interesting in the waiting room. Maybe we’ll date for a couple months and she’ll convince me to get my teeth whitened and I’ll always remember her as “the dental affair.” Maybe I’ll end up hitting it off with the doctor. Successful owner of private dental practice shares Pearl-district apartment with local musician.<br /><br />I’ve heard of doctor’s office porn fantasies: the busty, tight, white jackets, red crosses, and skirts. It’s hard for me to envision. I go to Kaiser Permanente, a place created to scare the carnal elements right out of a human. Posters of jogging interracial newlyweds, 6-piece helmeted families on bikes, and old widows in goggles and swimwear absorb all sexual fantasies and turn them into hours of Cooking Light articles. You reach for the crinkly Newsweek cover, but you miss and end up reading a pink pamphlet on HIV awareness or stroke-prevention.<br /><br />The sexiest location in my multiplex care provider is the optometrist’s department, only because the sample spectacles are named “Black Horn-Rimmed” or “Flexy Bi-focal.” <br /><br />The sexiest part of my dentist’s office is the sign that says “Private Practice.” It is either an empowering testament to the virtue of scholastic dedication and personal industry, or it is a loosely suggestive movie title that may have been filmed in the 80s. The white ceilings and dangling mobiles, the adjustable All-Seeing-Eye of Sauron that hovers above me, beaming light down into my throat, the trays and trays of plastic-wrapped utensils, like an airport cafeteria… I imagined the sterilized tooth-scraper’s cellophane wrapper, flapping around in a landfill. Who washes and shrinkwraps the tools at a dentist’s office? I wondered. Is it done throughout the day, like a restaurant, or are all the tools dumped into a boiling cauldron at 5pm, the hygienist soaping up all those sharp points, snapping on her 100th pair of latex gloves and dropping the older pair into one of those silver foot-pedal trash cans, filled with plastic packaging and floss?<br /><br />I have a cavity: a hole or a cave where tiny communities of life live and eat and chat about the upcoming week’s agenda. “What’s on the docket?” asks bacteria culture A. “Spread from 38 interior wall decay to 37 root? Loosen the amalgam on the molar? Mutate to effectively negate mint odors?” I feel bad that my return to the dentist, next month, will destroy the habitat of a species trying to survive, struggling to exploit their niche. But I guess we’re in competition and that’s natural. There are no moral quandaries here, no right or wrong. It’s my tooth or the bacteria: my genocidal directive for the sake of long-term oral harmony among the remaining life-forms there.<br /><br />My new dentist, she understands. It’s a hard decision, but it’s a no-brainer. Go in with guns blazing and eradicate the threat. There’s a time for reflection and there’s a time for action. Unfortunately, not everyone has the luxury to remain indifferent. She knows all sides of the issue—the cost, the tender risk, the fall-out—but, ultimately, it’s my decision. My trusted advisor and cabinet member, I’ll probably acquiesce to her judgment. This is why I hired her, after all.<br /><br />She’s pretty confident we’ll win. Which is hot.<br /><br /></span>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-52811924918615544522009-05-15T18:58:00.000-07:002009-05-15T19:26:08.652-07:00Where is the Subject in Natural Selection?<span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">Here’s an interesting link that Jana recommended I watch: it’s an episode of Nova, recounting a town’s (Dover, Pennsylvania) fight over the inclusion of Intelligent Design/Creationism curriculum into the public schools’ education system. </span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/nova/id/program.html"><span style="font-family:arial;">http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/nova/id/program.html</span></a><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">In brief, the Dover school board mandates curriculum that the teachers and other members of the community disagree with. A trial ensues, which debates whether or not Intelligent Design/Creationism is a scientific theory and which secondarily addresses the constitutionality of mandating curriculum in the public school system. Watching the program, I was surprised that primary issue in court was the science of Intelligent Design. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Personally, I think Intelligent Design is a pretty simplistic and boring idea, but I find it funny that we had to go to court to find this out. (What ever happened to reading?) I was much more interested in whether and what kind of rights a community holds, as to what is taught in their schools. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">This program focused more on Evolutionary Theory and its differences with Intelligent Design. I spend a fair amount of my spare time reading about animals, so I enjoyed this. …until, as is usually the case, I became frustrated by the program’s language. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">It’s not just a problem with Nova. The problem is that almost all curriculum on Evolutionary Theory uses imprecise language. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I frequently have a beer over a chapter in one of my favorite books, called Animal Behavior, by John Alcock. Alcock uses the generally accepted definition of evolution: “Evolution is the process of change in traits of a population of organisms over time.” It is important to note that the “theoretic” portion of this definition is the PROCESS of change and not the fact that traits change over time. To emphasis this, others (Wikipedia for example) often add to end of that definition “…due to a number of mechanisms and processes.” Evolutionary Theory is not change itself; it is a process which (we may assume) contains a Cause, Reason, or Mechanism by which change occurs.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Natural Selection is this mechanism. What is Natural Selection? Merely survival. As Kenneth R. Miller says, evolutionary theory implies that “there's a struggle for existence, whether we like to admit it or not.” (<a href="http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/nova/programs/ht/qt/3416_05.html">link</a>) The struggle he speaks of is both active and passive, and it is between more than 1, 2, or 3 variables. Strong species actively compete with weaker species for food and habitat, but that is only part of the struggle; weak species passively fill previously undiscovered niches, or—due to seemingly random changes like climate change, habitat change, or individual mutation—find themselves in a natural environment that is not well-suited to their traits. It may be easier to understand that, depending on the species, a species’ struggle for existence may be with many different elements of existence, including seemingly passive elements, like Time or Chance. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I get frustrated while listening to and reading about Evolutionary Theory because we speak of Natural Selection as a causal solidarity, in the same way we’d speak of a god. This is a huge language problem. It comes from two places, I think. First, as a species of story tellers, humans invented god-orientated causations for most unexplained phenomena, and this general acceptance of underlying Cause probably trickles into our language as much as it effects our understanding of our environment. Second (and more importantly) we are a reactionary species with the ability to understand abstract chains of causation. We benefit ourselves by finding the source of a stimulus, rather than immediately reacting to it. For example, compared to many animals, humans react much slower to most sights, sounds, and smells. We get around our slowness by addressing problems proactively. We might not be fast enough to outrun a flash flood, but we may have remembered a life preserver. Or perhaps we built a levy. Our propensity to compile our observations into patterns allows us to predict the future. When we find constants in our patterns, our predictions succeed more often. GOD—as a constant, the ultimate source—provides gratification to a species that is constantly thinking about causation. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">For the purposes of Evolutionary Theory, our causation is Natural Selection. But Natural Selection by what, or whom? Do you see how this language gives sentience to an unknown subject?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Consider, for example, this narrative passage from Nova’s program: “…the forces of nature, such as the environment of an individual island in the Galapagos, select those organisms best suited to that environment. And [Darwin] believed that, over time, this could give rise to new species.” (<a href="http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/nova/programs/ht/qt/3416_02.html">link</a>) I notice statements like this—statements that reference ambiguous subjects like “forces of nature”—everywhere, since I've started listening for them. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">One might argue that “heritable traits” are usually the responsible subject, and that the term “Natural Selection” is a substitute. In other words, instead of saying “Natural Selection favored large-billed finches over their small-billed cousins,” we might say “Heritable traits favored large-billed finches...” But this is still imprecise. Firstly, it implies that heritable traits are collectively “doing” something. More importantly though, it is incomplete; heritable traits are not solely responsible for the survival of large-billed finches but not small-billed finches. Couldn’t we also say “Exceptionally hard nuts kept food sources scarce for small-billed finches because the nuts favored finches with large-bills?” We could, but we probably wouldn’t, because it isn’t clear that large-billed finches serve the best interest of the nut. Finches serve their own interest actively, and the interests of the nut (if at all) passively. Would we ever say “the Galapagos Islands favored finches by providing them with food and shelter when the birds were blown off course during a migration?” Probably not, because it’s much too imprecise an explanation for how the finches survived. Finally, one might argue that heritable traits, hard nuts, and the Galapagos Islands collectively favored finches; combined, we might refer to these variables as Natural Selection. What an imprecise statement! I might as well have said, “All natural things worked together to favor big-billed finches.” And we haven’t even discussed what variables are considered “natural,” and what aren’t.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">All I’m saying is that we’re using a creationist language to talk about Natural Selection in broad terms. I’m definitely not criticizing the science, our methods, or Evolutionary Theory at all. On the contrary, I enjoy these concepts and hope to hear more and more about our new discoveries. But for the purposes of disambiguation, I feel compelled to criticize the language used by this Nova special and programs like it. The overly dramatic production compromises the legitimacy of several issues: </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">(1) Creationism and Evolutionary Theory are dissimilar areas of study, the goals of each also dissimilar. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">(2) Public education, despite being a publicly funded institution, contains an elaborate hierarchy of representatives (teachers and administrators alike). The democracy within our school systems is convoluted, to say the least. The citizens of our country should dictate the public curriculum.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">(3) Wealthy interest groups frequently insert themselves into the public arena, posing as a larger body than they are, with an agenda that ill-represents the constituents they claim to represent, and proceed to fuck over those with contrary opinions. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">That said, I enjoyed watching the program and recommend it.</span><br /></span>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-10373671284177268742009-05-03T14:42:00.000-07:002009-05-03T22:22:39.052-07:00Bride Wars<span style="font-family: arial;font-size:100%;" >My clothes got soaked during the monsoon yesterday, as the rain funneled off my car's trunk into the circuitry of every piece of gear the band owned. Completely drenched, I dropped at the top of the stairs my wet clothes and my Sambas, on which Jana shortly thereafter slipped and did a Samba all the way down the stairs. I'm not sure if God or I am now responsible for her misaligned spine, but I’m pretty sure that my punishment is to watch the worst movie ever filmed. Sharing eases the burden. So here you go:<br /><br />"I'm just going to check my ice-sculpture rolodex."<br />"Canary... Burnt Canary... isn't there something in between?"<br />"Miss [Vera] Wang is a stern mistress."<br />"The International Butter Club? You've actually been sitting around eating sticks of butter from different lands?"<br />"Officer Not-Your-Husband is here to arrest you!"<br />"Oh my God, I'm upset because you have feelings. You nailed it."<br />"I'm gonna do a complete head count of the hot drunk single guys and then choose."<br />"It's like a whole new me... I cry all the time."<br /><br />Can someone please explain to me why you have rehearsals for a ceremony that requires no skill and lasts 20 minutes? Additionally, can someone please explain to me why wedding planners are unequivocally the most annoying and stressful creatures on the planet? Never mind, I know why. It’s because their job is to coordinate the most annoying and stressful events on the planet.</span>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-25789770364806376702009-05-01T17:19:00.000-07:002009-05-07T17:25:30.059-07:00The Wiener In Review: Hot Diggity<span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">The Wiener In Review: Hot Dog Establishments Of Portland<br />------------------------------ Hot Diggity ----------------------------------</span><br /><br /></span><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Entry 3: Certain foods lend themselves perfectly to what we’d normally consider non-food oriented activities, and, in this respect, the hot dog is one of the most malleable.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">The largest reason for this is the hot dog’s portability, like a sandwich, a snow cone, or a grape.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">(Formal request: </span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Will someone invent more awesome, portable foods, please?</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Thank you.)</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">The second largest reason that hot dogs are associated with non food-oriented activities is because hot dogs are awesome.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">They are the world’s greatest food, and if you don’t agree with me, you might as well get the hell off my blog spot.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">What other food inserts herself perfectly into backyard gardening, home repair, street juggling, county fairs, presidential rallies in the park, fire dancing, dog shows, car camping, blatantly inappropriate humor, Trace Atkins concerts, baby showers, all sports events, and late night trips to 7-11?</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Only the wiener.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SfuT_OaXBII/AAAAAAAAAHA/rvYiqPs2C7k/s1600-h/HDiggitySign.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 242px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SfuT_OaXBII/AAAAAAAAAHA/rvYiqPs2C7k/s320/HDiggitySign.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331017298332812418" border="0" /></a></span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;">This is why Hot Diggity scored crucial business points by setting up their portable construction-cart-esque hot dog house outside the Tigard Home Depot.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Imagine your sweaty, strapping dad in his overalls.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Now imagine him working on your leaky gutters.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">He realizes he doesn’t have a plumber’s snake—a definite necessity because you live under a grove of cedar trees, populated with over 300 different species of warring squirrels, the casualties of which pinball down through a thicket of branches before slumping dead in slew of needles and nuts, flowing toward the drain as it rains and eventually clogging your gutters which haven’t been cleaned since 1975—and so your dad yells he’s running over to Home Depot to “get some supplies.”</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Beer is definitely a “supply,” and so is a new Skilsaw.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">These are dangerous essentials, especially when used together; plus, if your dad’s wife (A.K.A. your mom) finds out he bought a new saw, or if he can’t finish all the beer on the drive home, he may have a lecture waiting.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">No need to worry about these inconveniences while purchasing a hot dog, though.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">That thing will be halfway to the colon by the time Dad pulls into the driveway.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Need more convincing that hot dogs and Home Depot go together like hot dogs and John Kruk?</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Consider the similarities between a Home Depot and a sports stadium parking lot.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">It takes endurance to traverse the 5 miles from your car to the gate.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Then, once you finally enter, you have to contend with intercoms, overpriced novelties, and swarms of tools.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">You need energy to stay focused.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">This is where the wiener comes in. </span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">(Formal request:</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Will someone please invent a <a href="http://www.stadiumpal.com/">Stadium Pal</a> to take care of hot dog digestive inconveniences?)</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="text-indent: -0.25in;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SfuUMRnlcpI/AAAAAAAAAHI/kpGGnPGm5YA/s1600-h/HDiggityDawg.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 242px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SfuUMRnlcpI/AAAAAAAAAHI/kpGGnPGm5YA/s320/HDiggityDawg.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331017522531889810" border="0" /></a></span><span style="font-size:100%;">I’ll try not to let my love of hardware and lumber compromise my objectivity in reviewing Hot Diggity.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">But, for the record, I fully support their location.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">I’m not saying I support Tigard.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Pave that place, I say.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Wait, it’s already COMPLETELY paved.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Sod that place, then.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Sod it, seed it, and ignore it.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Perhaps in 500 years Tigard will look 50% less offensive.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">In the meantime, if you absolutely MUST acquire some screws to re-affix the florescent lamp to your cubicle, and you can’t take the company credit card all the way in to Portland, or all the way out to Burns, I suggest visiting the Home Depot off SW Sequoia Parkway in Tigard, across from the trillions of office buildings and faux-park goose habitats, and eating a hot dog at Hot Diggity.</span></p><p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="text-indent: -0.25in; text-align: left;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="">......1.The Sausage.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Plump and delicious.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Roasted outside on their gas BBQ.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Kosher, Polish, Smoked, or Spicy (and the spicy is nicey).</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">No veggie option.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Pretty damn good.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">0.9 points.<span style=""><br /></span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="text-indent: -0.25in;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="">......2.<span style=""> </span></span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-size:100%;">The Bun and Accessories.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Hot Diggity uses those oversized Kaiser buns with the tiny little seeds.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">These guys are a crapshoot.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">They offer more real estate on which to pile accessories, but they go stale faster than their traditional, starchy, jet-puffed and smaller cousins.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">They have a crust on top, and are side-loading.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">If you toast them, get ready for serrated gums and a gooey stick-to-your-teeth, doughy center.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Sometimes, however, they’re just right.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Mine wasn’t, but it was probably because they had been sitting out all day.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Hot Diggity provides Mexican Taco Cart-style containers of jalapeños, sauerkraut, onions, and relish.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">They have Dijon mustard and ketchup.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><!--[if !supportLists]--><span style="font-size:100%;">The accessories don’t live up to the sausages, but everything’s pretty fresh, and the onions and relish haven’t melded together into maggoty brain stew. 0.4 points<span style=""><br /></span></span></p><p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="text-indent: -0.25in;font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="">3....3.<span style=""> </span></span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-size:100%;">The Cost.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">$2.75 plus a quarter for optional cheese.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Finally! …a place humble enough to keep all wieners under 3 bucks.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">It is of paramount importance that you be able to pay for a hot dog with the forgotten, wrinkled dollar bills in your jacket pocket, or with change from your car ash tray.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Paying with a debit card at a hot dog stand is grounds for a beating.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">A hot dog stand which charges enough to warrant debit card payment is grounds for a verblogal lashing… a punishment which is not near as effective as a physical beating, but—as I haven’t been in a fist fight since 8<sup>th</sup></span> grade—much more practical and legal.<span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Fortunately, Hot Diggity keeps it reasonable.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">0.7 points.</span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpMiddle" style="text-indent: -0.25in;font-family:arial;"><!--[if !supportLists]--><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="">...... 4.<span style=""> </span></span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-size:100%;">The Presentation.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">On a paper towel.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Definitely not fancy.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Practical though.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">And shit knows I appreciate practical.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Why, just the other day, I debated writing a blog on how impractical high heels are.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Seriously, high heels are the stupidest and most impractical things I can think of.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">MTV is a close second.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Mark McGrath is a close third and all religion is fourth.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Hot Diggity gets 0.9 points for presentation, even though there is little to no presentation.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">I can do this, because it’s my friggin blog. </span></p> <p class="MsoListParagraphCxSpLast" style="text-indent: -0.25in;font-family:arial;"><!--[if !supportLists]--><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="">..... 5.<span style=""> </span></span></span><!--[endif]--><span style="font-size:100%;">The ‘tude.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Meh.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">The lady was really interested in her Dean Koontz book.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">She wasn’t much for conversation, and she didn’t treat my hot dog like a royal scepter.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">I forgive her, but she will not be knighted.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">0.5 points.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> In conclusion, Hot Diggity scores a big 3.5 out of 5 points!</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Good job, Mr. or Ms. Diggity!</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">I like the name, I like the location, and I like Open Daily diligence.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">They serve a couple other things of little consequence: chicken teriyaki, breakfast burritos, blah blah blah.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Across the street, I frequently check the status of my web servers, which are stored in a co-location: a geeky, temperature-controlled, hi-tech environment of racks and server cabinets.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Periodically, I sneak across the street to the Home Depot for lunch, hoping the mustached construction-workers will overlook the transparency of my server-room skin.</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">Maybe they’ll think I’m one of them. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;">(Informal request:</span><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span><span style="font-size:100%;">For perhaps the best-ever blogged description of Home Depot, please visit the <a href="http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=100374360&blogId=482142439">blog of Portland band, Menomena</a>.)</span></p>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-32946826796599324672009-04-13T11:42:00.000-07:002009-04-13T12:18:45.123-07:00Your phone could become a problem for someone else.<span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Last Friday I was getting this weird problem, with the random rogue DNS entries on random client workstations in my domain. The DNS entries were 69.42.88.21 and 69.42.88.22. I couldn't find any public records or run a whois or anything. Yet, I googled the above IP addresses and found two email strings, both posted 4/7/09, noting the same IP addresses. Other networks were having similar issues: bogus web browsing, problems with internal name resolution, etc. My gut told me this was a worm, and that it was related to Confiker because of web browsing problems! Fortunately, my gut was wrong.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I am running Symanted Endpoint Protection on my network; the definitions were current, and full client scans (on obviously infected machines) picked up nothing. Turns out, I had a rogue DHCP server intrusion, which means that I probably had very few "infected" machines. A rogue DHCP server is basically a device that gets infected with malware, then enters another network and falsely answers requests for IPs. We observed several symptoms of this but the most notable symptom was that numerous other clients received bad DNS info: sometimes they had browser problems, some had fake "ipconfig /all" DNS server entries, and some even had fake DNS entries entered directly into their network TCP/IP properties. This sort of malware apparently can enter a network on a laptop or mobile device (like a visitor's laptop or Blackberry or--god forbid!--an iPhone), which was probably our culprit. We have proactive antivirus scanning on all our machines, but we weren't actively scanning network traffic for packets that may contain bad DNS info. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Our solution, thus far, is to install a portion of Symantec's Endpoint software called Intrusion Detection. It runs on all client machines, notifying the client and/or admin when network settings are suspiciously changed. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Another couple thoughts are contained here:</span><br /><a style="font-family: arial;" rel="nofollow" href="http://ossie-group.org/blog/?m=200903" target="_blank">http://ossie-group.org/blo<wbr>g/?m=20090<wbr>3</a><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">As far as finding the viral culprit, that proved more difficult. Despite a slew of messed-up machines, I only found one instance of malware, and deleted it manually. The rest of the machines healed themselves eventually after many dns flushes.</span><br /><a style="font-family: arial;" rel="nofollow" href="http://www.symantec.com/security_response/writeup.jsp?docid=2008-120318-5914-99&tabid=3" target="_blank">http://www.symantec.com/se<wbr>curity_res<wbr>ponse/writ<wbr>eup.jsp?<wbr>do<wbr>cid=2008-1<wbr>20318-5914<wbr>-99&tabid=<wbr>3</a><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">For the moment, I'm glad to have resolved this issue, which--surprisingly--hasn't hit more networks yet. However, I'm still a little dissatisfied with my network security (and I probably always will be!) because i'm not sure *exactly* what Symantec's Intrusion Prevention software is doing. I'm also not totally sure what people mean when they encourage "monitoring DNS traffic" (see the first link I posted). I'd much prefer a way to effectively lock down the DNS info all my clients, somehow ensuring that it can't be changed unless it comes from my DHCP server, but that is a little above my head.</span></span>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-57262833194455961762009-04-10T17:12:00.000-07:002009-04-10T17:32:58.601-07:00The Wiener In Review: Zach's Shack<span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">The Wiener In Review: Hot Dog Establishments of Portland</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">---------------------------------Zach's Shack-------------------------------------</span><br /><br /><br />Entry 2: I've spent plenty of time at Zach's Shack over the years, predominantly because there is a Pacman machine, it's open really late, there's an assortment of beer and hotdogs, and--up until 12/31/08--you could smoke there. I've written a fair amount of lyrics for a singing/dancing robot there. The walls feature framed Jimi Hendrix and Phish posters, and the jukebox matches the vibe, although it gets kinda loud sometimes. In the summer, you can ping pong out back, which is pretty cool if you don't mind getting challenged by annoying guys in cutoff jeans that look like Tobias Funke and like to play ping pong while drinking PBR. If this sort of thing intimidates you, or if you don't like potentially drunk, late-night walk-in remnants of Mt Tabor Legacy, Southeast's never-will-die Hesher ROCK club, Zach's shack is way too Portland for you. </span><br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/Sd_lI8_gSfI/AAAAAAAAAG4/x1RqQ_EVgLg/s1600-h/zachs-shack.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 216px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/Sd_lI8_gSfI/AAAAAAAAAG4/x1RqQ_EVgLg/s320/zachs-shack.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5323225226549414386" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">One time I took my friends Colin and Shiho to Zach's shack, since it was the only hot dog place open after Colin's show. I watched a kid with a trillion-dollar camera round his neck pass out, face first into his hotdog. The camera hit the table and broke, but he didn't wake up, so his friends did the honorable thing and took pictures of him with their phones.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I remember when Zach had his little shack down the street in a much smaller hut. It's better now. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">OK, on to the rating sheet!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">1. The Sausage. Basically your local grocery store wiener. If you get one sausage choice at a hotdog establishment, it had better be top notch. 0.2 points</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">2.The Bun and Accessories. Probably the best part about Zach's Shack is that the hotdog accessories remind me of raiding the fridge in college: you might find anything in there, and you're liable to put whatever you find on your plate. This is a good thing, because hotdogs need to evolve, like everything else. They need new life, new color, and new styles, just like fashion (please see my fashion blog entries). At Zach's Shack you will find jalapenos, olives, sour cream, cheddar cheese, pickles, tomatoes, and other savory diddley doos to compliment your wiener. Unfortunately, they get named silly things like Sgt. Pepper, and Los Lobos (which is my go-to dog). Sometimes the bun can be boring, but the toppings make up for it. 1 full point of relish</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">3. The Cost. $2.50 - 4.50 per dog. Not as bad as Nick's FCIF, but still... c’mon! Real wiener-eaters MUST know how much it costs to make a good tasting wiener at home: next to nothing. And, considering what I'm paying for the remaining two criteria, I unfortunately have to award Zach only 0.4 points. OK, OK, hold on. To be fair, Zach's Shack offers a punch-card, and I am a sucker for punch-cards. Bonus point tenth! 0.5 points. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">4. The Presentation. At first, I'm prone to be harsh to a place in what I consider to be one of the cooler areas of town (just barely), but--on the other hand--the divey vibe is relatively consistent. Red plastic baskets, cracking vinyl booths, a door that never stays shut in the winter... I'm fine with that. What I HAVE noticed is that my hotdog differs dramatically, depending on who's working. Some nights all my pepperocini will be lined up perfectly along the wiener, and other nights they'll be all piled up at the end in a soggy pool of brown mustard and salt, like the cook took a lesson in presentation from the creators of Taco Bell's notoriously non-layered Seven Layer Burrito. Awarding 0.4 points is pretty generous.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">5. The 'tude. Keepin' it real. Zach is the man. Every time he's served me, it's been with the proper amount of "I'm glad you're here," combined with "Don't do anything lame, this is my store and I will kick your ass if you're rude." I can't say the same for the employees. I've waited for upwards of 20 minutes for one hotdog without an apology, and sometimes I have seriously wanted to punch too-cool-for-school employees in the face. I'm sure their clientele drives them crazy, but they get no sympathy from the harsh reality of Weiner-In-Review. Zach, himself, is the only thing keeping this score from dipping below the 50% mark. 0.6 points. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">In summary, Weiner-In-Review awards Zach's Shack 2.7 out of 5 points. However, I will continue to make this one of my prime hang-out joints for many reasons other than the quality of the hotdog. Did I mention the table-top Pacman machine?</span></span>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-11080586241007496922009-02-19T12:32:00.000-08:002009-02-19T12:41:51.939-08:00<span style="font-family:arial;"><strong>The Weiner In Review: Hot Dog Establishments of Portland<br />-----------------Nick's Famous Coney Island Food--------------------</strong> </span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><span style="font-family:arial;">Attention Readers!<br />This post marks the first of what I hope will be many in-depth culinary reviews: </span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><br />Before I dive in with relish, I should describe which establishments I'll review and on what aspects of dog-dining I'll focus. Basically, any purveyor, griller, cooker, or boiler of sausage, any shack, stand, restaurant, or backyard bbq, any Tom, Dick, or Harry... I'll review them. Recommend them to me. Here are the categories, with each criterion amounting to 1 point (for a perfect total score of 5):<br /><br />1. the sausage<br />2. the bun and the bun's accessories<br />3. the cost<br />4. the presentation<br />5. the 'tude<br /><br /></span><br /></span><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SZ3Cvusv2iI/AAAAAAAAAGQ/UQgF7di4zXo/s1600-h/nicks.jpg"><span style="font-family:arial;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304610061357668898" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 214px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SZ3Cvusv2iI/AAAAAAAAAGQ/UQgF7di4zXo/s320/nicks.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-family:arial;">NFCIF has a soda fountain feel. There was this little girl sitting in a booth wearing a zebra stripe undershirt and matching tie. She looked like Paula Abdul at age 6. Can't argue with that. The place was just remodeled this past year, and now all the red vinyl is shiny. The Blazer game was playing on 3 giant flat-screen TVs. The NFCIF website details a pretty interesting history of this Hawthorne establishment. Before the total remodel (and--I just found out--new ownership) of 2008, I remember that the hours were totally weird, the floor looked much older than me, and their were no veggie options. All good signs... This has changed, however, perhaps not for worse.<br /><br />1. the sausage. Nice and pink, not too long, piping hot, tender, all the best. 1 full beefy point.<br /><br />2. the bun, etc. The bun was a traditional puffed top-loading bun. Nick's only serves one variety of dog--the Coney Island: chili, American or cheddar cheese, onions, and pepper. The bun sustained heavenly texture even beneath that mound of chili, so I give full marks there, but the chili was a little lean. I could have used more chunk and spice. .8 points.<br /><br />3. the cost. $6.75! Way too much. Apparently, I'm paying for the Red Robinesque pictures of Babe Ruth and Elvis on the wall. If I see baseball on the wall, I want baseball on the TV. Otherwise, I don't really want any TV. But let's talk dollars for dog... 6.75 dollars is ridiculous. 0.1 points.<br /><br />4. the presentation. White plates. My fries in a white bowl. Chili slathered over the entirety of the plate. Not bad. But not amazing. I definitely could not eat the hotdog without a fork, which is both a good and bad thing. Service is prompt and they say "order up," and I like that. 0.6 points.<br /><br />5. the 'tude. Attitude is part of hot-dog service. The waitress was smiley and cordial, even a little bouncy. That's cool if you're bringing out a plate full of orange slices or cheesecake. But this is a hotdog: a symbol of the working class, the industrial revolution, the eternal need for escape, sports, women, men, children, and pets. On these counts, she was probably agnostic. 0.5 points.<br /><br />NFCIF succeeds in creating a fun throwback atmosphere to the days of it's inception (1935). There aren't too many places in town that do that for me. They offer some good microbrews and a full bar, as well as full Coney Island-style menu (cheeseburgers, mac and cheese, sandwiches, and totally new vegetarian options). The beer was great, and so were the Blazers, but--as I mentioned earlier--my primary objective is the hotdog, and I must remain steadfast.<br /><br />Nick's Famous Coney Island Food wins a 3.0 (out of 5).<br /></span><a href="http://www.nicksfamousconeys.com/"><span style="font-family:arial;">http://www.nicksfamousconeys.com/</span></a>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-66595667984240532422009-01-19T13:39:00.000-08:002009-01-19T13:47:35.575-08:00New Year Resolutions<span style="font-family:arial;">1. carve tiki god<br /><br />2a. learn to play raquetball<br />2b. buy court shoes and raquetball goggles<br />2c. organize and win a raquetball tournament<br /><br />3a. bury (dead) pig in a bed of coals, cook and eat him/her<br />3b. drink tiki drinks while eating tiki pig<br />3c. hang out on porch in the sun with tiki god<br />3d. make this last for a whole weekend (week preferred)<br /><br />4. go to dentist<br /><br />5. go to Japan<br /><br />6. get mohawk<br /><br />7a. release Each Other (album 3) in March<br />7b. tour beaverton, tualatin, and portland office spaces, </span><br /><span style="font-family:Arial;">. playing for cubicle-imprisoned employees<br />7c. finish The Crunch (album 4) by November </span><br /><span style="font-family:Arial;">7d. find alternative title for The Crunch shortly thereafter<br /><br />8. go to Starbucks 0 times<br /><br />9a. attend beekeeper's association meeting<br />9b. wear beekeeper's suit and tend bees<br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:Arial;">10. visit old friends </span><br /><span style="font-family:Arial;"><br />11. run half marathon</span>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-16603134391656093622008-10-28T12:32:00.000-07:002008-10-28T12:52:41.565-07:00nightshirtdresses<span style="font-family:arial;">Talking to Swoops last night, he mentioned that Kanye West blogs about fashion a lot. I realized that I don’t comment enough on really important things like fashion, so here you go…<br /></span><div><div><div><div><br /></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;">Several years ago, a hipster-to-be groggily stumbled out of her apartment in her nightshirt and walked, pant-less, to work at her coffee stand. Fortunately, a trend broke out. Unfortunately, now we have to address an urgent semantic issue: are these t-shirts or dresses? Or are they still considered nightgowns without the silky parts? </span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /> </div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5262294288723963746" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 219px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SQdsxlb1b2I/AAAAAAAAAFg/KbDdd6BR9WQ/s320/marcjacobs.jpg" border="0" /><br />(Yes, that’s Marc Jacob’s, bitch.) Personally, I don’t want the luxury of my nightgown compromised by fashionable rock stars. On the other hand, the whole not-wearing-pants thing cuts down on “time spent dressing for work” and on laundry, and I’m for that. I’m thinking of making ‘BF’ t-shirts to sell at shows, but I might bag the idea in favor of the fashionable nightgown. </span><div><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /> </div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5262294062349947458" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 254px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SQdskaIEEkI/AAAAAAAAAFY/seJS1MqdWIw/s320/yelle.jpg" border="0" /><br />(YELLE plays this Sunday in Portland, and I think I’m going.) If nightshirtdresses were NOT an accident, it seems in keeping with the pattern of exaggerated variations of the normal trends as an excuse for ingenuity. Take, for example, the DEEP V-neck tee. </span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5262294442545148306" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 212px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SQds6idqcZI/AAAAAAAAAFw/wwa9JkfBISg/s320/deepvneck.jpg" border="0" /><br />(Please note artistically symmetrical hair.) And, God help us, the DEEPER V-neck tee. Baristas at my coffee shop have taken a liking to these, their dancing skeleton chest-tattoo peeking through the hairs that drop into my coffee cup.<br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5262294369066430914" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 128px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SQds2Qu-McI/AAAAAAAAAFo/MNH14cuiJVw/s320/deepervneck.jpg" border="0" /><br />This concludes my blog on fashion.</span></div></div></div>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-24608856835484903582008-09-18T15:49:00.000-07:002008-12-05T14:36:47.515-08:00campaign response #3: trade deficit<span style="font-family:arial;">I'd like to continue exploring, in a bit more detail, some issues I mentioned in my last two blogs. I stand by my emotional frustration with the current campaign. Admittedly, I've addressed the campaign broadly, and now I'd like to get a little more specific.<br /><br />Overall, please know that one of my main points is that we have a flawed representative system of government and election; the two major parties are largely responsible for this. With very few exceptions, Republicans and Democrats comprise all three branches of government. Each party takes an opposite stance on major issues. When the congress votes on minor issues, representatives refuse to cross party lines in fear that their disloyalty may give the opposite party a victory. This is not a petty issue: small congressional victories mean a lot when a congress is nearly even-split between to parties. And why are senators, representatives, presidents, and judges so loyal to their party? Because corporations, lobbyists, and people with money invest in those parties, convincing each party that they are essential in properly representing the interests of America.<br /><br />I plan on returning frequently to this issue. In the meantime, let's look more specifically at some issues that our candidates are glossing over. In my last post, I mentioned that our Federal Reserve operates without a lot of oversight from the government, let alone from people like you and me. I'd like to move slightly from that topic to address our Federal Trade Deficit—a related topic—for this reason: the Federal Reserve makes powerful policies and statements about the U.S. economy. For better or worse, these actions are part of the Federal Reserve's responsibility to keep inflation reasonable. The </span><a href="http://www.bls.gov" target="_blank"><span style="font-family:arial;">Bureau of Labor Services</span></a><span style="font-family:arial;"> calculates the rate of that inflation—a rate that is used when the </span><a href="http://www.bea.gov" target="_blank"><span style="font-family:arial;">Bureau of Economic Analysis</span></a><span style="font-family:arial;">calculates the GDP.<br /><br />So, for example, Ben Bernanke (who is in charge of the Fed Reserve) might tell us that, even though our trade deficit is high, our GDP is also high, meaning that business is still growing. …unless, of course, the GDP is overstated, which should be a big controversy right now.<br /><br />So, backing up slightly, the GDP is a rough sum of all the economic activity in the country. Usually, if the GDP increases, that usually means that our businesses are making us money, which is good. The </span><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trade_deficit" target="_blank"><span style="font-family:arial;">trade deficit</span></a><span style="font-family:arial;"> is the difference between the amounts of goods we import versus the goods we export. If we continually import more than we export, that's bad, and if our deficit continues to grow, this acts as a disincentive to our own investors.<br /><br />Economists and bankers have several big questions related to our growing trade deficit (</span><a href="http://bea.gov" target="_blank"><span style="font-family:arial;">www.bea.gov</span></a><span style="font-family:arial;"> is a great place to get info on all this.) The biggest question, currently, is: how much of our trade deficit can we attribute to the rising cost of oil? Keep in mind that we import the vast majority of our oil, so high oil prices obviously contribute to higher import costs. However, oil is NOT completely responsible for our deficit. Check out the latest </span><a href="http://www.bea.gov/newsreleases/international/trade/2008/xls/trad0908.xls">trade analysis spreadsheet</span></a><span style="font-family:arial;"> which I found at the BEA's website. Click on Exhibit 11 and compare Non-Petroleum exports to Non-Petroleum imports. The difference is huge! For a general breakdown of the types of stuff we import, read the latest </span><a href="http://www.bea.gov/newsreleases/national/pi/2008/pi1008.htm" target="_blank"><span style="font-family:arial;">newsrelease</span></a><span style="font-family:arial;">. The types of imports we're talking about are goods and services like food, vehicles, insurance, travel, technology, and technology support.<br /><br />Anyone who listened to the RNC recently and heard crowds chanting "drill, baby, drill!" might assume that "oil-drilling will decrease our support for dangerous regimes" (</span><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jAYPxIJSDg0" target="_blank"><span style="font-family:arial;">Sarah Palin on YouTube</span></a><span style="font-family:arial;">) and help solve an energy crisis. But we're also talking about a huge trading and credit crisis here, for which oil-drilling is not necessarily the answer.<br /><br />What will decrease a trade deficit? The meaningless answer is: U.S. business which investors believe in. How do we get business we believe in?<br /><br />I'm not a businessman, I'm a musician. Still, I sell myself and I sell my ideas to a degree that won't make me uncomfortable: I want to speak about things that move me, I want to use music in my discussions, I want to stay away from impractical ideals, I might think ideals are impractical. Those who invest in ME, believe in the tenets of my business, to some small degree. It sounds dry and heartless but it's true.<br /><br />If it sounds like I'm saying "we need more businesses with HEART," I'm not. We already have them. I work for one. There are willing entrepreneurs everywhere, especially here in the NW. The meaningful answer is that the public and the government must create conditions which allow theses businesses to flourish. This means government subsidies and tax incentives. During the Reagan administration, the Republicans cut subsidies for alternative energy and fuel companies. Over the next ten years, the top wind and solar energy companies were purchased by foreign nations like Denmark, Germany, and Japan. They were officially "off-shored," and now, years later, we import their goods and services. Even worse, our government refuses to pass meaningful economic stimulus to these industries.<br /><br />I barely feel the need to mention the massive migration of I.T. work to India over the past 10 years, do I?<br /><br />And, while I'm not saying the U.S. government was wrong in discontinuing funding to the Texas Supercollider of the 90s, this is another example of forward-thinking research and investment, from which hundreds of businesses would benefit.<br /><br />Obviously, consumers can play an important role in trying to consume local goods and services. We can also start making noise about exciting business we believe in: business that might change the world, like, oh I don't know, solar power, hydrogen power, wind power, sustainable food sources, weather research and control, satellite-cellular technology, black holes, the fourth dimension!<br /><br />We can also refuse to support giant parties that will NEVER be able to address business ideas like these until the country/world demands it, in a drastic economic depression or an environmental catastrophe.</span>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-79855030488877054332008-09-09T11:23:00.000-07:002008-12-05T14:42:33.418-08:00campaign response 2<span style="font-family:arial;">Several weeks ago Drew and I chatted about the role of a figurehead (i.e. a president) in a nation as large as the United States. My argument was that a president could never properly represent so many starkly different economies, industries, and communities as there are states. Why should I then expect him to be anything other than a symbol? I'm leery of "real" people who embody symbols yet also wield power, because their actions correspondingly take on moral value, whereas the congress of a local town can make mistakes without risking democratic legitimacy: the small-town errors lie in the mechanism rather than the symbol itself.<br /><br />Drew's argument was that a symbolic figurehead can actually encourage small communities, especially if that figurehead strives to embody the same grass-roots change that is required for any real national change. In that sense, rhetoric and language are important, even if that language is vague. If it is empowering, it is worth it.<br /><br />We both agreed, however, that if a president of a large nation is to make any pragmatic changes, there will be liberal waste, and we should accept this, choosing wisely which decisions we allow him/her to make. <br /><br />I think the U.S. credit crisis poses a good example of a both symbolic and pragmatic issue. The issue is local and wallet-sized, national and powerful, and we can address it as a pragmatic problem without delving too deeply into the morality of borrowing. The Federal Reserve (the United States' central bank) regulates the monetary value of the dollar by telling private banks how they can borrow. The Federal Reseve sets interest rates and meets with the president as his dubious "</span><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Plunge_Protection_Team" target="_blank"><span style="font-family:arial;">Working Group on Financial Markets</span></a><span style="font-family:arial;">." The Federal Reserve also operates on a huge deficit, which basically goes unmentioned to the public. The president needs to address the power of the Federal Reserve immediately, at the very least, creating more transparency so that people like you and I know what's happening. The president's Working Group on Financial Markets should divulge their findings, tell the country what they're doing, and enumerate the Federal budget. This is the best way to solve credit on a local level: education of the people.<br /><br /></span><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=efrt2h1AH_A" target="_blank"><span style="font-family:arial;">Here</span></a><span style="font-family:arial;"> is Ron Paul discussing pricing with the Chairman of the Fed Reserve.</span>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-66248579312462971062008-09-08T12:00:00.001-07:002008-09-08T12:00:46.063-07:00presidential campaign response 1<span style="font-family:arial;">This election is mostly about oil. McCain and Obama both refer to high fuel costs with nearly every mention of U.S. economy. When McCain talks about U.S. off-shore drilling, he mentions that we currently depend on terrorist-supporting nations for energy. Last Thursday night, Palin mentioned Russia as a threat to global security, and inferred that Russia's primary interest is oil.<br /><br />I would like to hear candidates speak to the global environment and the United States' impact on it. I hear a lot about the U.S. economy, but only as it pertains to individual clumps of humans, and not as it pertains to a global community of humans, much less a global community of fish, birds, or ocean currents. Obviously, the president's loyalty resides first with his/her people, not to fish, but the people he/she represents should serve the world at large, and the world is suffering dramatically. For all the talk about Sarah Palin's knowledge of northwestern ideals, I've heard nothing about preserving ecosystems, returning damaged environments to healthy states, even acknowledging or monitoring environments (!) except statements that emphasize the importance of finding new industries for a struggling economy. In his acceptance speech, McCain said that "we need to restore the health of our planet by using all resources available to restore our economy." Terribly phrased, I think his point is this: a healthy American economy propagates a healthy planet. I disagree completely, and history does too!<br /><br />I think McCain purposefully associates environmental preservation with the state of our economy, and this confuses people. They think he's talking about a healthy planet, but he's just talking about preserving their quality of living. I disdain this. We should be concerned with the planet for obvious large reasons, including--to a much smaller extent--the environment's effect on our economy. Alternative fuel, solely for the sake of better jobs, is not enough for me. <br /><br />I'm frustrated that people only want to hear surface level stuff about taxes, big or small government, and national security: party-line phrases and meaningless banter. Sometimes I think people DO want straight talk and change, and that if our candidates would stop catering to our wallets, our stomachs, our pride, we'd understand and we'd rally around them. But look what happened to Ron Paul in the primaries: he was ridiculed and laughed at, and the public didn't care enough to lift up his issues.<br /><br />I don't think presidential candidates need to get banally specific, ignoring the symbolism of their position. I think a president can still act as a figurehead, philosophize, inspire, and leave the specifics to the smaller communities. As much as I wish to God I felt as confident in our leaders' knowledge as I feel in Ross Perot's knowledge of our economy, we can inspire a nation without graphs. We need real philosophy! Our two-party system makes this impossible.<br /><br />For instance, I hear very little talk about credit philosophy, which is weird, since Americans clearly have a muddled understanding of credit. American Government probably doesn't have a muddled understanding of credit, but it's a pretty closed-mouthed understanding. In my 10 years of voting, I've never heard a candidate from a major party enumerate the expenditures of a government versus the income of the government. Yet, candidates still talk about reducing federal debt. When we're talking about sums of money this large, how can any normal wage-earner truly grasp the meaning of statements like "We waste 100 billion dollars a year on countries not our own." To what am I comparing 100 billion dollars? The unknown budgets of other government expense accounts? And how could I possibly put a number like 100 billion in perspective? How many hotels can I buy with that much money?<br /><br />It doesn't matter, because candidates lump the issue of federal spending into the larger issue of large versus small government, a stupid argument that plays on our fear of big brother or our individualistic pride or our liberal love for humanity. You Republicans and Democrats, I despise you. You are no better than cliques of high school kids, street gangs, or monotonous religion. You move in swarms, gaining momentum only because you surround yourself with others like you, motivated by some general feeling of purpose and a general hate for those who choose to live in direct defiance of you. I hate you and I hate your puppet-candidates. Get a life of your own, help others do the same!</span>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-14457548314599993902008-09-03T11:48:00.001-07:002008-09-03T12:17:23.849-07:00prepare to become obsolete!<span style="font-family:arial;">Quantum computing. I never really understood this, and—believe me—I still don’t. But, via several rabbit trails, including a particularly interesting Science Friday article with Ira Flatow, I found myself excitedly reading wiki after wiki on particles, integer spin, and a 17 mile supercollider.<br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SL7dgpLTtOI/AAAAAAAAAEo/pfZOGIaWrvA/s1600-h/universalSoldier.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5241870569184670946" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SL7dgpLTtOI/AAAAAAAAAEo/pfZOGIaWrvA/s320/universalSoldier.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />I remember hearing about the Texas supercollider in my junior high science class. It was funded by the U.S. government, but construction discontinued in 1993. I definitely want to visit the skeleton of a structure like this; it sits, rotting, in Texas, having been used only for the set of a John-Claude Van Damme movie in the 90s. At age 13, the concept of particles smacking together at inconceivable speeds was exciting mostly because I figured they’d blow up, or create radioactive-man or something. Then, in high school physics, Dr Helman addressed the “God Particle,” which is the basic component of the supposed field through which all things pass to get mass: a bunch of these particles create a field, just like a bunch of photons make an electromagnetic field.<br /><br />This “field” is all referred to as Higg’s Field, and the materials needed for the field are called Higg’s Boson, although no one’s ever really seen this boson. We can't see the particles because they have dubious mass, like photons (which I think have no mass--nope, definitely don't understand that!), or maybe they have something to do with another dimension, or something even crazier. I guess it takes a lot of heat and energy to observe Higg's things. Like the Big Bang.<br /><br />I don’t know if I ever really understood how a thing could be massless and then—suddenly—massful. And I still don’t understand the theory behind a particle collision and why it’s the best experiment in which to view Higg’s Boson, unless it’s a case of trying to observe way more energy than we’ve ever observed before—as in, inevitably, something awesome will happen. But all this is to preface what you’ve probably already heard: the Hadron Large Collider stands nearly ready for use, and is the talk of the world.<br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SL7cH0KdtWI/AAAAAAAAAEg/nfN0Q54JO6A/s1600-h/hadron.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5241869043125564770" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SL7cH0KdtWI/AAAAAAAAAEg/nfN0Q54JO6A/s320/hadron.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />I’m so excited to be alive (for now)* and a bystander to a scientific experiment of this magnitude. It’s amazing! Sure, nothing substantial may come of this: scientists may not discover the God Particle or another dimension or dark matter. It’s doubtful, but maybe nothing will happen. Still, as my friend Matt said to me, half-joking, “I like how as a species we’re so fearless! We’re gonna get to the bottom of it even if we have to build a 17 mile loop under Switzerland and France.” It’s morbidly hilarious when you examine humankind from the perspective of God, or an intelligently-superior space-alien, or in the wake of all our disastrous social mistakes, or historically-silly scientific theories. But, while I love to laugh at people, I hate to set up camp with anyone who can’t see the beauty in evolution—the bigger philosophy behind progress, failure, investment, recession, and experiment.<br /><br />There is so much awesome stuff to learn! and so much of science-technology is related to stuff we do every day. For instance, as a web user, you obviously make use of 1 or more processors, each of which can process millions of instructions per second. The instructions (and the data your chip processes) are all communicated through one of two states: 0 and 1. Your chip processes all that data through circuits, which are little gates and tunnels and storage receptacles, through which pass a bunch of electrons. Doy, you know this already. But quantum computing, man. It could happen! You know the story: if you can create and control qubits in superposition, you can build a quantum computer. Haha, OK maybe you don’t know that. Basically, qubits are particles that are able to represent both 1 and 0, simultaneously, by adding another dimension, or manipulating time, or whatever. We don’t really know how to do it yet, but there are all sorts of ideas.<br /><br />For instance, <a href="http://www.college.ucla.edu/news/04/quantum.html">this</a> and <a href="http://www.trnmag.com/Stories/2004/081104/Chips_measure_electron_spin_081104.html">this</a> article talks about how researchers observe electron spin. An electron’s spin is measure in integers (which you will read more about if you start looking up bosons) and the orientation of the spin could potentially represent binary numbers, because there are basically two kinds of spinning electrons. By manipulating the spin of electrons, we can create more than two states, more options than 1 and 0. That's awesome.<br /><br />Yeah, yeah, quantum computing won’t happen for a long time, but the supercollider has got me all excited about it anyway. Can you even imagine how rapidly technology would accelerate? It makes me wonder why we spend so much money on the military and stupid stuff like that, and why every kid is not learning the basics of building a computer in 3rd grade.<br /><br />For some great (and quick) synopses of Higg’s Boson, go <a href="http://www.phy.uct.ac.za/courses/phy400w/particle/higgs.htm">here</a>.<br /><br />*According to some, I may not be alive much longer. Check <a href="http://www.longbets.org/382">this</a> out!</span>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-35312213401148316342008-06-03T15:21:00.001-07:002008-08-21T15:22:48.160-07:00auto animals<span style="font-family:arial;"><br />You dog-on-lap-while-in-car people, what are you thinking? Do I let my nieces or nephews, my girlfriend, my roommates crawl all over me, peeping their heads over the steering wheel, then out the driver's window, yelling at pedestrians or other drivers stopped at red lights, turning circles on my lap without a seatbelt as if that were even remotely safe for me or for them? If I had an extra-small person that I toted around, would I let it have free reign of the cab, jumping wherever it wanted, licking my face? No. I save the licking for my at-home-private time.<br /><br />You are (consciously or not) thinking one of two compound thoughts: (1) My dog is so cute that she can do whatever she wants. People will look at my dog, notice how cute she is, and then they will notice me. (2) My dog is so cute that he can do whatever he wants. I don't give a shit if people notice me or my dog.<br /><br />Normal drivers of the world, how can you not speak up against lap-dog-drivers? Is this plea for attention any different than minivans with spoilers, ghetto whistles, or any variation of Calvin pissing on any variation of anything?<br /><br />Can one of my many friends in law-enforcement please comment on the legality of unbelted animals participating in the driving of motor vehicles?<br /><br />About a year ago I gave up "The Bird" for two much more effective hand signs: Thumb Up, or Thumb Down.* Don't like something? Give it the Thumb Down. Believe it or not, the Thumb Down stymies my road-rage. They know I disapprove, yet they don't get the satisfaction of knowing I'm pissed off. Someone tailgating you on the freeway or mouthing "Choose a lane, asshole!" as they pass? Give em the Thumb Up. Believe me, it makes you feel good.<br /><br />I know what you're thinking: you disapprove of lap-dog-drivers, chicks that put on mascara during the morning commute, and those furniture store guys with the twirly signs on the corner of Scholls-Ferry and HWY 217… but you don't disapprove enough to get mad at them. The Thumb Down still works! In fact, if they saw it more often, you might see them LESS often. Last Saturday my girlfriend and I passed a guy dressed as a giant banana doing some sort of obscene breakdance on the side of road. He was terribly wiggly. It didn't matter what he was selling. I gave him a Thumb Down with full arm extension as we passed.<br /><br />I pick my nose a lot while I drive. As far as I know, no one cares. However, faced with some resounding Thumbs Down, I'll quit.<br /><br />Do you see how I fashioned this blog in a fluid and proactive manner? I began with a social issue of which I disapprove, noting merits (if any) and rationales. Then I moved on to discuss not only how YOU can be the change you want to see in the world, but how you can effectively communicate to other road dwellers how you feel in a concise manner. Thank you for reading.<br /><br />-Management<br /><br />*Obviously, I can't take credit for T.U.s or T.D.s. The Romans had the right idea with that whole gladiator thing, but this time around I'm not suggesting death, slavery, or anything related to Hulk Hogan.<br /><br />Final note: Your lap-dog definitely increases doom probability for you AND for your giant car. Without getting into the reasons why 50-year-old ladies with Lincoln Navigators tend also to own toy-sized-animals, we must address that you (my faithful 50-year-old Lincoln-driving lady readers) are putting yourself, your pet, your auto, and others at risk. I'm only concerned with your (dog's) safety. </span>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-62594821285454383212008-02-09T15:01:00.000-08:002008-08-21T15:20:21.407-07:00prairie sun<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3nSuCyfoI/AAAAAAAAADQ/n2H4Gw5oITk/s1600-h/cock3_web.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237096250485145218" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3nSuCyfoI/AAAAAAAAADQ/n2H4Gw5oITk/s200/cock3_web.jpg" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family:arial;">Prairie Sun is a farmyard. Four barns--three converted into tracking/control </span><span style="font-family:arial;">rooms--and an office. Then you have some ramshackle practice spaces inside old chicken coups, a couple giant reverb plates in an old shed-ish room that they also use for old 2-inch tape archives, and two quaint little houses for people on vacation... like me. I guess this isn't really vacation; this is my second week here mixing the new record with K-IV. We spend every day in a control room in Studio B, and he works his magic on the console, which sounds great. Everything here sounds great. The rooms have an out-of-town vibe, even though we're not really that far from San Francisco. </span><br /><div><div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;">Getting back to a description of the place: our house is white and cute, with a few outlets that work and an ant problem. I wonder if I am a problem for the ants. I mean, to them I'm just some giant dude who showed up one night and started sleeping in their bed. I guess I wouldn't be down with that, were the situation reversed.</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;">Last week, I drove to Medford, from Portland, and picked up K-IV in the Prius. From there, we tiptoed over the pass (closed just last week due to blizzard snow-- wtf?!) and then down through Napa valley till we got to our creative spot. K-IV is a badass creative spot, himself. Besides acting as nice-guy number 1, I love watching him mix, and he's got a great sensibility for the songs, and for life, in general. We're basically holed up here till the record is fully mixed. Other local characters include Mooka, the eccentric owner of P.S., and Adam and Rich, who run around all day fixing broken gear, setting up echo chambers and microphones worth more than my life, and--in general--being awesome. </span></div><div><span style="font-family:Arial;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:Arial;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:Arial;"></span></div><div></div><div><span style="font-family:Arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:Arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:Arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:Arial;"></span></div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3nXiog6JI/AAAAAAAAADY/KaenoJniAA4/s1600-h/console_web.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237096333321496722" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3nXiog6JI/AAAAAAAAADY/KaenoJniAA4/s200/console_web.jpg" border="0" /></a> <span style="font-family:arial;">This place has been here for over 20 years, and you can tell. Sure, the gear is great, the people know there stuff, blah blah blah. But what you don't get at home is this unique, secluded vibe; I understand why Tom Waits comes here and drinks till late down the road at Red's Recovery Room. It's sleeping in a farmhouse and walking up to three roosters outside your window at 6am. Making a record was never so much fun!</span><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3nhF_iaII/AAAAAAAAADo/0qR6E7apuWs/s1600-h/farmhouse_web.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237096497432127618" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3nhF_iaII/AAAAAAAAADo/0qR6E7apuWs/s320/farmhouse_web.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:arial;">Dear Portland,</span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;">It's bright and sunny here. I've been eating outside every day. There is a toasty white bench sitting in a field. There are lots of bright stars at night. Last night K-IV and I saw a flying saucer, but it could have been the crescent moon. Can't wait to see you again, but could you warm up the place a bit? ...I've become accustomed to </span><span style="font-family:arial;">this climate. </span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;">-BF</span></div><div><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3nFbfmytI/AAAAAAAAADI/Uxg1pZH9D5A/s1600-h/B-room2_web.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237096022167440082" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3nFbfmytI/AAAAAAAAADI/Uxg1pZH9D5A/s320/B-room2_web.jpg" border="0" /></a><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3ncCUbgrI/AAAAAAAAADg/KqqFL0gm1sQ/s1600-h/crabapples_web.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237096410546668210" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3ncCUbgrI/AAAAAAAAADg/KqqFL0gm1sQ/s320/crabapples_web.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3nBp9DjBI/AAAAAAAAADA/KrY_Z-LRpIc/s1600-h/1176_web.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237095957329579026" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3nBp9DjBI/AAAAAAAAADA/KrY_Z-LRpIc/s320/1176_web.jpg" border="0" /></a><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3nkaMymxI/AAAAAAAAADw/Fq7mnN7E4tQ/s1600-h/piano_web.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237096554396031762" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3nkaMymxI/AAAAAAAAADw/Fq7mnN7E4tQ/s320/piano_web.jpg" border="0" /></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3nnmnytgI/AAAAAAAAAD4/RLAeyJK0noI/s1600-h/window2_web.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237096609270117890" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3nnmnytgI/AAAAAAAAAD4/RLAeyJK0noI/s320/window2_web.jpg" border="0" /></a> </div></div></div>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-82432661653721404972007-08-14T12:50:00.000-07:002008-08-21T13:11:38.906-07:00the wind river range<span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3Jjtm2BII/AAAAAAAAACo/iGkYtbD021Y/s1600-h/ross_lake.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237063557076878466" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3Jjtm2BII/AAAAAAAAACo/iGkYtbD021Y/s320/ross_lake.jpg" border="0" /></a></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">My family backpacks, as an annual vacation; instead of hotel rooms, tents; and instead of Italian restaurants, dehydrated bean soup and potatoes. Escaping work, my dad would fish each stream and lake in the Wind River Range till he ran out of flies, or until my mom decided that the thunderstorms were becoming a problem. This summer, we explored the Whiskey-Creek basin. My parents are still up there, in the Wind River Range, for the rest of the week. My sister and I hiked out before we got to see Bomber Basin, a relatively unexplored area that (supposedly) still hides the remnants of a WWII plane, that crashed in the mountains decades ago. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3JUgqrX8I/AAAAAAAAACQ/-2S5bc4LJ5k/s1600-h/hiddenlake.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237063295905259458" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3JUgqrX8I/AAAAAAAAACQ/-2S5bc4LJ5k/s320/hiddenlake.jpg" border="0" /></a>I swam every day for 60 seconds in water that increased my heart rate to aerobic workout standards. The change I felt in my lungs (after 7 days living above 10,000 feet in elevation) was dramatic. Whiskey-Creek is one of the lower basins we've visited; still, as I circled a lake, climbing over large screes, I felt the tingling in the bottom of my feet and the ends of my fingers that says "We are not getting oxygen!"</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">At night, you can see meteors. Sleep is something that saves you from the wind. In the morning, my feet always hurt from the day before, and putting my boots on makes me wonder if I spent the previous night karate-kicking cinder blocks or something. By 8 o clock, or after breakfast, I'm acclimated and limber, even mentally alert; sometimes I go entire workdays in a state of mental detachment! </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Camping isn't about camping, really. It's about the rest of your life. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I am indoors a lot. On a daily basis, I get served a lot of things, turn a lot of keys, press a lot of buttons. Consider how much forethought you would put into a day spent entirely alone, outside on your front lawn. If you couldn't go inside for 24 hours, and if your girlfriend didn't cook you dinner, what would you bring? I gawk at how much I depend on simple things like a porch light, dry furniture, and windows. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3JYd9sxgI/AAAAAAAAACY/THIMoADzBAQ/s1600-h/whiskeybasin.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237063363899213314" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3JYd9sxgI/AAAAAAAAACY/THIMoADzBAQ/s320/whiskeybasin.jpg" border="0" /></a></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Windows? ...so you can choose when and which and how each outside element effects you. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">I also decided to undertake Moby Dick, buying a paperback version at a small bookstore in Lander, Wyoming. As I was huddled up in my sleeping bag, listening to the wind (which had already blown the stakes out of my tent) and the stream (ten yards from my feet) I read this, and went to sleep:</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">"To truly enjoy bodily warmth, some small part of you must be cold, for there is no quality in this world that is not what it is merely by contrast. Nothing exists in itself... for this reason, a sleeping apartment should never be furnished with a fire, which is one of the luxurious discomforts of the rich. For the height of this sort of deliciousness is to have nothing but the blanket between you and your snugness and the cold of the outer air. Then you lie like the one warm spark in the heart of an arctic crystal."</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">...Such a cute example of a concept pastors try to teach their churches, parents try to teach children, and martyrs try to teach themselves! True appreciation comes only through some element of disregard, suffering, or loss. "Nothing exists in itself." Well put!</span><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3JcQZ9D4I/AAAAAAAAACg/4-b82ykT4Ec/s1600-h/thehillsarealive.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237063428979101570" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3JcQZ9D4I/AAAAAAAAACg/4-b82ykT4Ec/s320/thehillsarealive.JPG" border="0" /></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3JnIPwbvI/AAAAAAAAACw/Q9mOmkk3g6k/s1600-h/dadfree.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237063615767408370" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3JnIPwbvI/AAAAAAAAACw/Q9mOmkk3g6k/s320/dadfree.jpg" border="0" /></a>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-56908424084244042302007-04-04T12:39:00.000-07:002008-08-21T12:48:59.748-07:00the NW passage of knowledge<span style="font-family:arial;">Ursula LeGuin writes in her book "The Dispossessed," that hierarchical power only exists in order that certain people can tell other people what to do. Her example is the military (an easy one): a character foreign to anything but an anarchist society tries to understand why groups of soldiers follow orders--specifically orders that normally would trigger a moral dilemma for the individual soldier. For example, how are large-scale massacres not met with resistance by some of those holding the guns?<br /><br />By retaining multiple layers in a hierarchy, LeGuin argues that any member of a command chain assumes responsibility only to follow the orders of his immediate superior. This method defers ultimate responsibility for any action, often indefinitely. But more dangerously, it convolutes. For a subordinate, the chain of command relinquishes his need to justify his actions, because his superior, and his superior's superior, make decisions for the subordinate, based on their "larger" scope of the issue.<br /><br /><br />I think Ursula LeGuin well illustrates her point through her military example. But I think that—because the military conjures such volatile reactions (pun intended)—LeGuin's example overshadows other important elements in the way humans communicate with each other. Here are what I consider the important questions raised by LeGuin's example:<br /><br /><br />1. Why do certain people obey others?<br />2. Why do certain people give orders the way they do or at all?<br />3. How does our method of communication (the way we transfer knowledge) systemically effect the community at large? and why?<br /><br /><br />The first two questions are most obvious, although not near as important as the latter. The latter question helps show that "obedience," "orders," and "communication" are all the resultant effects of knowledge. We obey our parents, order our co-workers, and communicate to our roommates based on the knowledge we possess and how we want to reveal that knowledge. As I mentioned earlier, the military provides a rigid approach to the passage of knowledge. But how is this subject prevalent in our day-to-day lives?<br /><br /><br />Well, of course I wouldn't post a blog if I didn't have some egocentric BEEF to expel, and today is no exception. I would love to begin with no presupposition that we serve our interest best by either withholding or disseminating information. However, as I get older, I see more and more examples of "bottled-up" knowledge in my day-to-day life, and it increasingly frustrates me. So, as much as I wish to remain neutral, I'm afraid I may not be.<br /><br /><br /></span><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3FhYw22yI/AAAAAAAAAB4/JT-1wkHkyPA/s1600-h/leslie.jpg"><span style="font-family:arial;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237059119075482402" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3FhYw22yI/AAAAAAAAAB4/JT-1wkHkyPA/s320/leslie.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-family:arial;">I recently embarked on a very fun adventure of fixing a broken Leslie speaker and connecting it to a Hammond m100 organ. The parts were corroded and old, a couple of them broken, and the electrical stuff looked a little sketchy. Through the wonder of internet, I found most of the information I needed to fully understand the workings of a Leslie speaker, including a complete schematic of the amp, a separate schematic of my Hammond amp, and several discussions or tutorials illustrating how to connect them. So far my journey had involved no *real* human interaction! Great!<br /><br /><br />I needed two new bearings, a new tire for the bottom rotor, and (most importantly) a very interesting 6-pin connector/cable for the Leslie amp. Of course, I found all these things immediately on eBay. But they were expensive. Does anyone do this locally, I thought? Maybe I could even find someone to geek out with, fuel my excitement, and (fingers crossed) give me some pointers.<br /><br /><br />No way. I called three Portland shops that serviced Hammonds, asking first for parts, second for advice, and lastly for service. I was flatly refused on the first two requests at all 3 shops. It wasn't just the refusal that irked me, it was the attitude. Not only would local shops refuse to sell me the parts (without service), they made me feel stupid for asking. When I asked "What would cause a belt to slip?" I received vague answers like, "...could be a lot o things," or "I wouldn't be able to tell without lookin at it..." ...which is complete bullshit. Later, when I finally ordered all my parts and got advice from a campy website I found through a web-forum, I realized how simple my questions were, and how easy my repairs could have been with some good advice.<br /><br /><br /><br /></span><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3F1YbB7xI/AAAAAAAAACA/DVOhWf2gCUU/s1600-h/hammond.jpg"><span style="font-family:arial;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237059462581317394" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3F1YbB7xI/AAAAAAAAACA/DVOhWf2gCUU/s320/hammond.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-family:arial;">At this point it dawned on me how interesting it is: that I can research, order, troubleshoot, and successfully rebuild almost ANYTHING without even talking to a human being (provided I have enough time and willpower). Again, the wonders of this Age of Communication! Hmmm. Well, a different sort of communication. Remember those small-town yarns about the Gas-station Mechanic who tells the traveler how to fix a water-pump, then feeds him dinner, then gives him a self-written pamphlet on do-it-yourself car-repair tips for the road? I rarely experience that. Even with fellow musicians, I am reluctant to tell my secrets. Why?<br /><br /><br />It's because I'm afraid I'll become obsolete. I have a determined amount of ability, and I refuse to share it. If I do share, you might steal it, and then I'll have to find another unique ability. Remember my experience with the piano-tuning supplies several months ago? Same story. The piano-tuners guild is a PRIME example of an industry taking great pains to keep their knowledge (and gear) secret. The issue isn't as dramatic as the Army's rigid chain of command, where generals, colonels, and the president keep their plans and motives secret by virtue of convolution. This is much more obvious! Here, I have an organ-repairist looking me in the eye, saying "I refuse to give you the information you want."<br /><br /><br />What is the effect of this on me, the consumer, the artistic participant? I learn quickly that knowledge is value-rated, and highly valued knowledge should also be highly protected. But, in a starkly different illustration, if diamonds weren't highly protected, would they be so highly valued? Perhaps not. Protection, dissemination, determines value. It should not. Practicality should determine value.<br /><br /><br /></span><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3GGdx3wEI/AAAAAAAAACI/7P5puGCA13w/s1600-h/both.jpg"><span style="font-family:arial;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237059756077072450" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK3GGdx3wEI/AAAAAAAAACI/7P5puGCA13w/s320/both.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-family:arial;">If diamonds were not so highly protected and regulated, they would not be so expensive, and they would definitely not be practical. Their value would decrease. But unregulated knowledge on Leslie speakers would never diminish a Leslie's practicality to organists. In fact, it would probably foster interest in Leslie speakers, which would foster interest, which would mean increased business for those involved in the trade.<br /><br /><br />At least, that's the debate. How do we rate value? How do we value knowledge? How closely are our actions dependent on our knowledge, and—therefore—how do we ensure that our actions retain value? For example, is unregulated and un-copyrighted music just as valuable as copyrighted music? If anyone has made it to the end of this jaunt, I'd be happy to hear your thoughts.<br /><br /><br />Love, -BF</span>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-77726753178886571122007-02-27T12:33:00.000-08:002008-08-21T12:38:54.846-07:00daddy mac<span style="font-family:arial;">Personally and professionally, I have been working on Mac OS and Windows platforms simultaneously for the last 6 years. Recently, I've seen a lot of Apple marketing (outside the iTunes world) that advertises simplicity, elegance, and security (all features that basically result from making highly proprietary machines). Now, aside from overcharging, Apple has done a pretty good job at providing support for it's hardware. But any company trying to accommodate both hard and soft technological needs is going to run into problems, and Apple has recently tasted sexy iTune success and is taking Carl's Jr-size bites without a napkin. Apple is trying to make waves as a 3rd-party software vendor for other platforms, but they don't have the in-house technical support to BEGIN. In other words, now that Apple has decided to make its software available to other platforms (iTunes), they can't reap the benefits of the proprietary and compatibilty marketing campaign they're still trying to sell. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">As an example: Yesterday I called Apple support and tried to find a knowledgeable resource for some issues I have with networked Apple products. I tried to start with iTunes. I've got a domain full of Windows users, all of whom use iTunes, some of whom want to share their libraries, etc. All I want is information on global settings and group policy options so that I can maintain consistency among users. (Without tools like these, iTunes is a network administrator's nightmare: users deal with ridiculously frequent and large program updates, shared libraries, auto-archiving and moving large files, and a virtual memory problem to warrant my granddad's. Sorry Hal.) </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">The first person I spoke to wanted me to download Quicktime. The third person I talked to transfered me to Sales. The first "iTunes Technician" I spoke to told me that I needed to authorize my machine before I could share .m4p files. Hahahaha! shut up. It gets better though. He transfered me to "accelerated support," where I could speak to a Genius. Unfortunately, the Genius said, iTunes does not support global settings. ...you are only able to buy songs from the United State, not internationally. Did I have any other questions? Hahahahaha! shut up.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">In all, I spoke with 7 technicians: Jet, Jared, Kris Venditti, Glenn Esser, Joe Fleck, Bill Foster, and another guy who responded via e-mail. His response was good: he told me to download the newest version of iTunes and "have i checked out apple.com/support?" Oh my god, I totally forgot to use the web as a resource! As an IT professional, I usually spend my time on a typewriter, using my rotary phone, dreaming about a future of flying machines called airplanes and SHUT THE FUCK UP. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">This is just one teensy issue I have with Apple.* I'm not trying to indict them for creating sub-par products; generally speaking, I like their machines and will probably continue to buy them as an end-user. It's Apple's deceptive "we're so slick and invincible" marketing that irks me. I suppose this blog is directed more to my friends who are Apple proponents or users, if only to reiterate that--no--Apple doesn't suck, but--yes--I will continue to complain about Apple as much as I complain about machines running Windows platforms. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">Should I sign my name now? -BF</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;">*Oh yeah, one more thing. Last night, one of my LaCie hard drives (supposedly Mac-friendly devices) failed. OSX's disk-utility app is really elementary. I can't find much information on my drive, and I definitely can't repair it. If anyone has any info on drive-restoration, let me know. Same goes for any other advice on networking Apple apps...</span>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-8653326009658624612006-11-14T12:17:00.000-08:002008-08-21T12:32:31.002-07:00north<span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;"></span><br /><div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK2_TUJLviI/AAAAAAAAABg/z4vO5gjwVJE/s1600-h/bfscarfWEB.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237052280247402018" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 277px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 234px" height="235" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK2_TUJLviI/AAAAAAAAABg/z4vO5gjwVJE/s320/bfscarfWEB.jpg" width="315" border="0" /></a><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-family:arial;">I purchased a black knit hat at a Flying J truck stop, somewhere in N Washington. It is cold.</span></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-family:arial;">We slept on the east side of Spokane on the banks of Lake Liberty, which supposedly freezes over completely in the winter. I dreamt that I was a famous Potato Chef, and--in a national contest--I burned the potatoes. Now it is early morning and the sun is pretty amazing, rising over this lake. I could go for some potatoes.</span></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-family:arial;">I am out for a week with Crosstide. Tonight we play Billings, MT, I believe. I'm pretty sure the gig is a men's club. No problem. No problem. I'll be back in Portland for a show the day after Thanksgiving, which means I will have to cut short my giant day of OUTLET SHOPPING. Sorry LL Bean.<br /><br /></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-family:arial;">I will try to better keep everyone updated on my life. I've been slacking, but it's only because my jeans are in the wash.</span> </span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /></div></span><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK2_pSkylnI/AAAAAAAAABo/VcqNlZisyO8/s1600-h/tatireWEB.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237052657783445106" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" height="202" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK2_pSkylnI/AAAAAAAAABo/VcqNlZisyO8/s320/tatireWEB.jpg" width="285" border="0" /></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK2_vDhmpsI/AAAAAAAAABw/bhFVjxjRN-E/s1600-h/swoopswinsWEB.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237052756822763202" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 275px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 203px" height="207" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_EFD8tvezg74/SK2_vDhmpsI/AAAAAAAAABw/bhFVjxjRN-E/s320/swoopswinsWEB.jpg" width="280" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;">Erick Alley: faithful Timber Army member and supporter. Matt Henderson: pioneer and cancer research donor.</span></div></div>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6906738400786957800.post-50033852351459832072006-09-11T13:38:00.000-07:002008-08-22T13:46:21.291-07:00i am delirious!<span style="font-family:arial;">This past week has been one of the most hectic of my entire life! In case you don't know, I work for a company called CUI; we sell things. Well, I don't sell things. I buy things. Fun computery things. At company meetings I get introduced as "Our I.T. Director," but around the office and at happy hour I am referred to as "Dude," "Hey!" and sometimes (if e-mail is down for longer than 10 minutes) "Douchebag." Fortunately, no one wants me at company meetings. And I don't want to go to any post-cubicle happy hour. Honestly, I don't think I'm punctual enough for either... which is how I happily run CUI's I.T. department.<br /><br />For the past year, I have been preparing to move CUI's entire network from northerly suburbia to southerly suburbia. (That's not a metaphor.) Balancing this job with music has been a chore, to put it mildly. The past two weeks have been especially hellish with prep. I've also been moving into a new house with Bret and Shelley, who decided to get married last weekend. Clearly they did not consult my schedule before making wedding plans. Because I've had no time to organize my head, let alone my new house, our first floor is so full of music gear that I have no room to start soundproofing, which is (aaaaaa!) another project hanging over my head like a bloated sperm whale. Bret's schedule seems no better, because he postponed his honeymoon so that our band Crosstide could play too shows during the most complicated weekend of my life. What a guy!<br /><br />So, last Friday morning at 10am, I dismantled our old server room and phone system as the company packed up all their machines, desks, filing cabinets, coffee mugs, and promotional paperweights from uselessofficejunk.com. By 1pm I had all the stuff unpacked at the new facility. By 4pm I had assembled, configured, and turned up a (albeit, VERY basic) data network and a successful phone system. I don't know if any of you realize how amazing that is to turn up two networks like that, but as a seasoned I.T. dork, let me just express it in two very technological words.<br /><br />FUCK YEAH<br /><br />Then we partied. Unfortunately, I had to be at work the next morning at 8am. I spent the day in front of a server rack. Then I left for a last minute Neverland practice, before two separate load-ins and soundchecks at two separate venues... The only thing to prepare for the upcoming night was to order several consecutive glasses of rubbing alcohol, or something similar. We (Crosstide) played at midnight, and enjoyed every minute of it. Highlights included spontaneous Replacements lyrics, a drum solo (wtf?!), and Rian punching me really hard on stage. Afterwards, we loaded up and went to the MusicFest NW afterparty, where we added some lovely peeps to our crew and played a Neverland set at 3am. Yes. 3 o'clock A.M. Oh, and just to clarify: Neverland is a Michael Jackson cover band. Yes. MJ. I got home at 6am.<br /><br />I went to work at 10am. I left at midnight. I came to work today at 7am. I am still here. So if anyone wants to question my productivity level lately, I just have two technological words for them...<br /><br />OK, I'll save it. Here are some pictures of how much of a geek I am. First, the old server room... Observe!<br /><br /><img src="http://www.bryanfree.com/media/oldserverroom1.jpg" /><br /><br />And now, the new beat... Respect!<br /><br /><img src="http://www.bryanfree.com/media/newserv.jpg" /><br /><br />All you I.T. peeps know what I'm talking about. This room is the shit. That is all. I am not going home for a while, but when I do, I'm making myself a tropical drink, pouring it down my shirt, making another one, pouring it on Bret and Shelley's cat (they're honeymooning, I can do anything I want), and then drinking the third. To life! To music! To 3Ghz dual processors!</span>BFhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06230404123372357104noreply@blogger.com0